claybugboy

so tonight i went to this outdoor bar with my folks and had an amazing time.  they've been there before and i came along as the designated driver.  we went last month and had so much fun with their friends, who have a mean of about 50.  one of their friends flirted with me and tried to by me beer but i declined as i is responsible. anyway, i went tonight and ran into 4 friends who also came with their parents.  now these are kids of known for years, but they were kinda dull so i kept chilling with the older folks. eventually they left and while we had plans to do put mentos in coca-cola (which i referred to as "coke and menthols")  later th

so tomorrow is my last day of high school and my fourth day as a deviant; its so exciting seeing my art that i feared only my folks liked be commented on and put in peoples' favorites.  im excited to start the rest of my life, but lately i think i have been withdrawing from my friends.  they keep writing amazing, wonderful things in my year book that i adore, but im afraid i cant muster enough courage and creativity to write anything good.  so i sign people's yearbooks im friendly with, but that handful of people i care so deeply for...im not sure what to do